Be, it is one of the hardest things I've ever gone through. The trouble with grief is that it comes back to bite you when you think you're done with it. I didn't even remember Father's Day last year, and this year it's kicking me in the butt, for example.

I still dream about my dad, but it's still hard to look at pictures and stuff. It just makes me sad. I miss him every single day of my life. It will be 8 years Aug. 1 and you think I would be better with it by now.

I wish I had better news for you. It's just hard. No way around it. Please PM if you need to talk.

Love, Candy