hankster, just wondering. Or anyone. Do you consider it CSA if it's just touching? Don't mean to hijack your thread, granite. You aren't to blame even if you did it to your brother. It's still your abuser's fault! You were a kid! I think it will be healing for you when you're able to tell all to your T. Eta: you aren't to blame about your brother no matter what. Your T can help you sort it all out!