I honestly lost track of what she said which med she said will do what... each time I leave there, I leave with 8 scripts. It's ridiculous. Earlier, I was checking them bc I have 3 different "antiepiliptic" meds and I saw that Trokendi XR and Tropiramate are the same thing, just name brand vs generic and I have both at different dosages. Also, I also saw that I shouldnt be taking clonidine and mirtazipine in conjuction with each other. Then, my pharmacist, was very concerned that I jumped from 150 mg of trazodone in 2 weeks to 450 mg. Last night was the first night I took all my new night time meds and I don't think I have ever been more f'd up in my life. That's saying a lot... I've done a lot of drugs and been hospitalized a couple of times for alcohol poisining. I actually had to tell someone to wake me up hourly to make sure I was still alive/breathing bc I was concerned with how quickly it hit me.

I'm beginning to think she is over prescribing me just to see what sticks. I'm beginning to lose trust.

I'm going to start looking for a new pdoc and probably won't fill the Effexor due to the fact that I know my history with meds like those. In the meantime, I am going to continue to figure out a combination of the 11 different pills I currently take that seem to work out best for me.