hi craving hypomania
well maybe you are not on the right meds. it is great that you arent cycling but maybe you are too sedated. i have been on meds that keep me stabilized but i feel like i live a perfectly normal life. it took me a long time to find the meds that balanced me out so well, but it was worth it. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome