Don't worry about it. I love to write about it. It warms up the brain cells. I really do love philosophy-- more than most professors. I have a romantic attachment to it. I can't live without it. Too many so called "philosophers" are just mere copies of their own professors. They aren't original thinkers. Furthermore, often times they won't give the counter argument-- which leads to propaganda. What students, and professors even, should be exercising is the free play of ideas with a sense of wonder. If you take a look at all of the philosophy professors you will notice a riot of different, competing and conflicting beliefs amongst them. Don't play into any one professor, just take each idea as if it were a tool and add it to your tool box and play with them until they start to make sense.