You put my question up side down.

Interesting! Someone has just told me that I'm afraid of looking at myself in the mirrow bc I don't want to accept my reality.
I wonder why some people want to put a mirrow in front of others. The worse is that the mirrow wasn't set in front of me, the mirrow was smashed into my face.

Yes, it hurts but I'm not gonna smash a mirrow into anyone's face bc it's not my way. I guess everyone can smash mirrows in others' faces. If you see with a bit of attention, everyone have flaws.

The thing is do I want to see myself in the mirrow? Perhaps, who is the owner of this decission? Myself. Up to now, I didn't recieve any complaints from my loved people.