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Originally Posted by Gr3tta
I am just so conflicted about everything. Now the disability board called to ask about my weight. Talk about pressure! I have a regular doctors appt next mon. Im so torn. Should i try to be sicker or better by then? And what am i even capable of any more? I just feel sick.
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I totally get this. I struggle with this a lot. I'm in the process of seeking inpatient treatment once I get out of the medical hospital and I constantly struggle with feeling that I'm just not quite sick enough yet, just need to lost a few more lbs, labs just need to be a little more critical etc when in reality I should be focusing on bettering all of the above. I'm sorry you're struggling with this. I hope we both make healthy decisions this weekend.