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Originally Posted by breakmystride
Lately my binging and purging has gotten really bad, and sometimes I do it at night after my roommate goes to bed. Well, tonight I thought she was already asleep, but after I left the bathroom, I heard her still up. I don't know if she heard anything or not. I'm so scared. I've been trying to get up the courage to tell someone, but this is not how I wanted anyone to find out, and especially not her. She's not going to be supportive, in fact she's been a major trigger for me because she is always making judgmental remarks about how I eat even though she knows I've struggled with restriction in the past.
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Even though it might be scary and horrible to go through, do you think having someone find out would force you to seek help? Maybe it's the push you need. I know for me, when I eventually told everyone about my eating disorder, it wasn't really news to anyone, they already kind of knew. I bet she knows more than you think. However if she's going to be a trigger rather than a support, I hope you find someone in your life who can be a support. I know how scary the whole "telling people" process is.