I was just recently asked out on a date for the first time and I automatically became sick to my stomach. No it is not nerves of a first date, but the absolute disgust of the thought of being in a relationship. This is not the first time I have felt this way either. Any time there is a potential relationship brewing, I end it all. I become too anxious, and the thought of a relationship isn't appealing. I hate physical contact and I have no reason to i.e. sexual abuse and heartbreak. I can see myself married but not dating. I also don't see how people can have there hearts broken by someone. I don't see how a person could be so upset overy someone. Any comments?