First off, thank you all for the warm welcome! I have been looking around the forums and taking a gander at all the wonderful things that are supplied here.

Eagle, there is much more to this story of course, but I wanted to get to the point with my post. I agree with you, it is like some kind of funky movie plot twist. I have done everything in my power to stand tall and rise above everything that has happened in the past, but my own mental well being will not allow me to. That is why I have confided in this forum to begin with. I work hard, I am about to graduate from college and I am raising a teenager, therefore I have some good courses I have chosen to take, but if I make one mistake or say something that they don't approve of, then the knife is right in my back again. It's almost as if my pain brings them happiness.