Yes, I know that feeling very well. Whether I'm alone in my apartment, in a crowd of people, or at work. I have had times when I just feel a darkness deep inside of me. It just will not go away. In some ways, I'd rather be alone (so I wouldn't have to fake a teensy smile here & there). But then, when I'm alone, the darkness is infallible!

I try to remember these moments, so I can mention them to my T and/or pDoc. My poor memory doesn't really help. In my mind, I am how I feel right now.