I don't know how not being depressed feels, so I guess I'd be a little scared if I woke up tomorrow and found myself not depressed, if it makes any sense.

but I think that some of us hug our depression and never let go of it because, overtime depression develops into a sort of comfort zone, and not being depressed feels like unfamiliar territory. You have more enthusiasm for things, your mind is clearer, and it must feel weird at first.

Depression has made me into a cynical, numb individual, and I sometimes wonder if I can handle any emotions if I wasn't.