Helps for me to talk here.....seems family and like don't really want to know what and or how I feel.....PS removing cancer growth on my face...been reading and watching lots of stories on cancer victims....know that Im very fortunate compared to many of their struggles....can't wait for this to be over...so I can push on......sleep.....loose the tension in my body....big baby...Huh? Thanks for letting me vent........Artie