I'm addicted to junk food and Coca-Cola. I have tried stopping it and I keep failing. I wish so badly to lose weight, but I don't know what to do.

There is something very weird with my body. When I was a young boy I never ate and I never slept. If my parents didn't force me, I wouldn't have done either. At about the age of 7 they had to force feed me basically. I wasn't actually particularly anorexic or anything, I was kinda thin but not far under normal. After forcing me to eat meals and "not waste food", I started gaining weight. I ate chocolate and things too. At the age of 8 or 9, I was fat.

The problem was that I would never adapt socially enough in order to play sports or something, as it requires a team concept. It was almost as though there was a unseen force who knew this and programmed my body to not consume a lot of food. I do believe in God, and I think He does things sometimes that we don't understand. I think the adults got scared with me because I wasn't being normal, and now I sit with this weight problem because it caused a love of eating with me, especially junk food. I wish I could go back and change that. This being fat has ruined my life. No-one respects me and everyone thinks I'm a joke.