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I post this for myself.. feel "free" to delete it.
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Does anyone really make it? Where do you go when you are deathly sick? The ER surely doesn't understand... When you just want to call your son or your best friend and say " please just come sit with me for awhile but you don't because you know they won't come - afterall - you take care of them not them you... it's unheard of for you to need and the worse - you trained them to believe that".

When every mucsle in your whole body hurts so bad?

When your tummy hurts feels too full all the time because it hates food .... real food...but it can eat any amount of sugar

When you have hot hot flashes? When you have the sugar flu? But people just don't know what it does when you quit..

When people think that you are "nuts" because they don't understand your form of ED? so everything you are going thru is trival to them?

Where do you go when you have no one to talk to and it's the middle of the night and your head aches? When you literally walk into walls and doors and you just can't navigate?

When chosing life doesn't seem like an option anymore because it just hurts all over so bad and there is no one to help? You say to yourself why bother choosing life... what is there? more pain? and then more pain? and then more pain on top of that.

I mean really... is there any help for ED when you're older that "snot" and not worth anything any more?

everything I tell myself is a lie.. born out of yearsof thearpy - since when did I become worthwhile and not a "worthless piece of *****"

Couldn't feel worse if I tried....

freewill