Read my posts. We in the same boat. I'm like **** everybody. It's digusting how someone wants to get something happen so fast tearing me apart later. I was a rape victim and even though male idk your gender is and just saying as a guy. Girls trying for me believe im gay or shy I'm neither. I don't like closeness. I just had a conversation how much I hate people and rather brew my own walls.
Love is too hard.
I can't lie I hate everything about it. Being hurt where it makes want to throw up afterwards.
I so feel ya on that.