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ScarletPimpernel · Apr 04, 2015, 05:58 AM

I failed again

Possible trigger:

I wound up cutting. I had a misunderstanding with my fiance, I got upset, and he wouldn't leave me alone. I cut really deep. It was gushing. It freaked me out. I told my fiance and we went to the ER. I got 3 stitches. They released me.

I'm exhausted. I'm physically and emotionally tired. The ER doctor even said I looked like I was on the verge of crying. I hurt so much. I want this pain to go away. As time goes on, I remember more promises my T broke and I feel more scared of my new T. I just...idk anymore.