Upon graduating, that's what is going to happen to me. It's like 99% likely (the other 1% is moving in with friends without having a job and they still don't know where they are living yet). I'm graduating in about 5 weeks and that is why I am moving back home.

Home. The place where I grew up. It's not that bad. It's just got another Bipolar person (brother) who is usually a **** to me and everyone else. He never sees it that way. Neither do my parents. He's the trigger. I know I'll be depressed and angry almost all the time because of him and the fights he starts with both me and my parents. I don't know what's wrong with him. He wasn't raised to be a complete asshole, but maybe it was the poor friends he chose during high school.

Now...I also will be moving back home without a job. Also...I have one friend here. One. So...not only will I be living in an unhealthy environment, but I will be lonely. I'll have to spend a lot of my time looking for a job.

I'm just not going to deal with this well at all. Not one bit. I don't usually do well with change (it usually always causes depression), but this is kind of a big one. I'm going back to unhealthy living...the place I could not wait to escape when I graduate High School and the place I haven't been long-term in 4 years. I'm scared.

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