I wish things had been different before we ended. I wish I had found this place (PC) years ago. Then I would have known the things I should have brought up in session. I don't know that I would have, seeing as you scared me a little. I was so afraid of making you angry or annoyed with me, I tried to be careful what I said. I've never said this before, so I'm going to say it here: I love you.
It still hurts missing you. I still cry for you. I know you are in a better place now. I hope you are watching over me like my guardian angel.