High TF97, I'm currently going through the same thing. It's a hard way to be. This is considered one of the worst months for depression. IDKY.

I know that you've had a hard time with T's lately. Please don't give up on seeing a T and/or PDoc. You are still young; too young to give up. I see that you are interested in math and psychology. You're obviously smart. Please don't give up. I have a feeling that you have alot to offer the world.