Happy to see things are going well for you, yes work does keep many of us "out of trouble"! Thanks for the reply on Lithium, I am feeling optimistic that maybe this is the thing I really need to maintain a balance. I still wish it had some sort of stimulant properties to help me stay focussed. Being that their is still the possibility that I also suffer from ADD too, I hope there will be some way the doctor could help with that because they claim there is such an overlap of both disorders that sometimes a remedy can take time and trying different meds. Part of me is impatient, after all at 44 you do not have a hell of lot of time to keep playing "lets try this", then the other part of me keeps patient by not giving up "hope", it will happen, maybe soon just try the lithium it worked miracles for my "big brother" (54yrs old) and he encourages me too. Thanks for your encouraging info.
Stay well,
"darkeyes"