I'm so sad this evening. And feeling very rejected by a friend who I confided in and got support from. I feel the overwhelming sadness and the tears I'm trying so hard to hold back. I have family at the house for Easter. All I want to do is go find a hole to hide in. And I have to go face neighbours/friends shortly to prepare the outdoor Easter egg hunt for the morning. I don't know if I can keep it together. I wish I could disappear from the world.