Everything I have ever done, I have failed. I got married twice and divorced twice. I have no more friends, I have tried to work and failed, I have tried to open businesses and failed. I have written and published a book and sold NOT ONE COPY.

I became a health coach and marketed my business in the community, on Facebook, in the newspaper, online... This week I held two open houses for two hours each and NOT ONE PERSON CAME.

I have been on dating sites and NOT ONE PERSON has contacted me. Not even the "scam artists."

WTF is wrong with me that there is not one person on this earth who I can relate to. Why can't I be good at anything other than sitting around watching TV?

And now I don't even want to talk to my T about it because he treats my ex husband and I don't want my ex to find out that I am feeling a little bit down because I am afraid he will try to take my son.

Lately, my kids are the only things keeping me together. They are the only ones on Earth who haven't found out yet what a failure I am. If I ever lost one or both of them, I'd be done.