Well I think the most significant thing you wrote is
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Before this happened, we had a great relationship and he'd never seen me even slightly irritated. It's hard for me even to say the words, "I'm angry."
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On your next session you might want to talk about why you couldn't say I am angry or why it took so long for your anger to appear.
Your T is a professional. He knows your anger is suppressed. He probably was relieved you finally got in touch with your feelings if he is okay with feelings.
Have you ever thought that the anger that came out might have had nothing to do with him? Maybe you could try to tell him what you were really angry about, because it doesn't sound like it was him.
You know better than anyone how to deal with this. If your T does not give up on you, no need to give up on him IMO.