(((BNLsMOM))) Bless your heart. I'm sorry your feeling so low this evening.
It doesn't sound like you've failed at everything, You have 2 beautiful children. Right? I'm sure you're a fabulous mother.
Marriage is very difficult now in this day and age. I don't know one friend of mine who is still married. It's sad but true. You're not alone
Keep trying your open houses, perhaps after the Easter season. Everyone is probably eating chocolate bunny ears as we speak. Dating... *sigh* Where does one start. You T is not allowed to tell your ex anything. It's against your HIPPA rights. I don't think you should be afraid to tell him what's on your mind. I hope you feel better soon.