My husband is wonderful. Been together 4 years.

I struggle with depression. Have for 6 years.

We have a good life. I've done everything I wanted with my life. All my choices were mine and I am satisfied with where we are in our lives.

But I am depressed and have been. Just get worse and fall into hopelessness as time goes on.

I don't want to have sex with my husband. When he gets me to finally agree to do it, I LOVE IT.

But that is rare.

He's so understanding. But I know he is frustrated as well.

I don't get it. I just don't want to. Been going on for years.