I am not on any meds right now. The only time iv been on them was when my folks were slipping it into my food to get me down from my hypos. Iv decided to not go down the meds road. Its such a slippery slope , before u know it your on 4 different meds , not even sure how much they are helping you.

Myusername i have thought about going the wellbutrin way , the only thing is that both my hypos so far have been euphoric , im just scared something like wellbutrin could throw me into pure mania or dysphoric mania. Will checkout a light box though.

Candijay chasing mania is a sort of illusive dream every bp2 person has i guess. I dont think anyone has been able to do it successfully .

Wish it was the other way around hypo for a year followed by 4 months of depression.
Its become like a waiting game for me , 4 months of bliss followed by an year of just existing.