So I am new here. This is my first post. I just got out of a 3 year relationship. I've had many depression issues my entire life. This girl subsided them more times then not, she made me feel.. Happy. Well now she's gone and really doesn't want much to do with me. We were perfect 2 weeks ago, the next week, gone. I don't know what to do. I know we had love. I can't stop texting/calling her. I know if I jjust leave her alone, it's my best chance of her missing me and coming back. But I feel myself becoming obsessed, and it's really scaring me. I have way too much free time now that's she's gone. I know I must keep my mind busy, but she's always on my mind. I can't seem to leave her alone. I feel as if this will kill me. I need help. Honestly, I need her back in my life. I can't figure out how though.