I'm sorry you feel this way!
Hopefully it starts tapering off soon!! The only way I was able to pull myself out of times like that was with meds and a lot of isisolation. A lot of times isolation can make it worse though.

Have you tried talking to T? Maybe they can give you a different medication to help you cope for the time being.

It's tough feeling like this but it usually passes with time. I hope you start feeling better! I can't give advice for your job but hopefully others can. I ended up quitting mine.