this is like now...
once my dad leaves for work i get anxiety. i dont like being alone lately because i feel like someone is surely going to come from the news station and try to interview me or someone is just going to flat out kill me.

this was the time of year that both times - even tho it was diff years - the news station and private investigator came to my house to interview me. im tired of this. im very paranoid right now. i dont like this.