There is a lot you need, but I don't think you're trying to get any of it here. This isn't a place to come and just insult others as you see fit. This is a support forum for people looking and willing to give support. I see you doing neither, so perhaps you should change your tone, look at yourself and your past, and see what the issues may really be. You got banned from there for this exact behavior I'm sure. You can't just walk around throwing insults in a volatile manner expecting others to tolerate it. Show a little self control, for yourself at least.