Focus on getting the anxiety under control. well thats the obvious part. its probably affecting your grades. am i correct? high school is so tough on kids. when i was in high school it was all about testing kids to get into a college. but they never told us that. theyd just test you. i never even took the SATs. because it was on a weekend and i thought it was during a schoolday and i wasnt told it was on a weekend. i thought high school was just about getting out of high school and so youd learn the basics of life. if i knew it was about getting into a good college i wouldve done so much better. but at the same time i may would not have cared. i definitely envisioned myself going to college i just wasnt told how much of an impact grades would have on my college entrance. i honestly was not told much of that. like very little.

and at the same time i was getting bullied and my illness was starting up so i was not in a good place. at all.