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Originally Posted by musinglizzy
but I really feel like that's something that isn't going to change. I can't seem to MAKE it change....I'm trying. I feel better about myself when I'm cared about, because it shows me I must be worthy of it... my T is well aware I don't feel like I'm worth the air that I breathe. I know it shouldn't, but her doing this only enforced that feeling. That's MY problem I know I have to deal with.
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It sounds like you are aware of what needs to change but that you don't know how to make that happen. It also sounds like your T isn't being very helpful when it comes to helping you change. If that is the case, then maybe you do need to find a new T. You've already done a lot of the work in finding out what is holding you back and what you need to change, you just need someone who can help you get there.
It's up to you but I would have a conversation with her about this and then if nothing changes, find someone else who is willing and able to guide you to where you want to go.