I kind of know how you feel. I'm 35 and have a very big crush on a female coworker of mine that's 20. She's one of the only people that I can talk to about just about anything, and she considers me one of her best friends. I honestly think I'm falling in love with her, but there are two problems. Number one is she's moving back home in May (from Kansas to Mississippi). Number two, and the big one, is I'm married. I really don't know how I'm going to handle it when she leaves. She has already told me that she's going to avoid me for the entire day because she doesn't think she can look at me without breaking down.