The clearest period I can remember is a little over a year and a half due to my first major manic episode right before my honors thesis defense in college and the ensuing deep depression that lasted through graduation and lasted well over a year.
But the past 3 years have been kind of a blur of episode after episode. I haven't seen baseline in a very very long time. It does feel like lost time even though I have gotten some things done whether they've been done in vain or not remains to be seen.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD.
“No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle
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