Firstly, I understand completely what you are going through. I felt this with meds and without. Infact, I am going through this right now without the added help of meds.

I understand feeling worthless, but please know that it is not your fault. You are not being lazy but rather, you are a victim of meds and depression.

I only crawled out of bed at 11am this morning - I would stay in my bed all day long if I could.

Some days are much easier than others though.

Hang in there! You are not worthless!