i feel like my head is going to explode from all the negative thoughts. yesterday just felt like the longest day ever even though i accomplished quite a bit it just went on and on maybe cause the kids got me up at 5 am. i feel like staying in the house another day is going to make me go off the deep end, but the idea of taking the kids out makes me want to puke. i hope it warms up so we can at least play outside. i need to get away from the computer screen and the cell phone they are a great distraction but so addicting...