Yes I am on meds for the depression. I tried all different ones before my dr. realized that this one seems to keep the mood swings and the irrational anger at least somewhat stabilized. I told him last week, that the Prozac simply isn't working. He thinks the stress of my upcoming surgery is the problem - but I know better. I have tried Zoloft, Paxil, Buspar, and now Prozac.

I have also been seeing my therapist every two weeks, now weekly. Part of the problem is the surgery and not being able to support my family for several months. It doesn't help when my husband keeps moaning about how "we're going to lose everything" because I can't work....makes me feel sooo useful. He constantly complains because he has to pay some of the bills - he refuses to pay for all of them.

I'm worried about my son as well - being in the hospital for 3-5 days will be the first time that I am really away from him. He'll have to deal with my husband's moods on his own without my help.

I watch the dates and it is coming so fast. Thanks, Peanut.

Mary Alice