I am sorry to here about the atrosious things you therapist and other predators did. Personally, I wouldn't care if justice done to my obusers would harm them, because that would be of their doing. But it all also depends on circumstances. But, i think that even more important than justice is to be safe and do what's in your interests, hang in there, try to be well, choose good friends and so on . Sometime ago I remember reading couple of books that helped me to figure out why are people the way they are. The books are about main types of characters (arround 5). One of them always put interest of others before hes/hers and has some difficulty to stand up for himself. Also often people who are abused can add this type of character to their mix. These people may become an easy prey. There is also a type of character in one book called narcissist and another epileptoid. These type of people love power and often can become abusers (although sometimes they can apply themselves for common good an become a good policemen, for example ). And the worst type of situation is when they abuse the first type of person. And it's a quarter or fifth of the population who have this narcissistic character. There are a lot of good people but also there are a lot of bad people. This book helped me better see who's who, although it's hard to see narcissist cuz they are usually wearing masks and appear the most charming people. Here is one of these books. Psychoanalytic Diagnosis: Understanding Personality Structure in the Clinical Process by Nancy McWilliams