I'm sorry that you are not finding PC to be a supportive place. In general I find it to be very supporting, but can understand you feeling this way if you are not getting good responses to your posts. I would suggest that you give it a little more time and get to know a few people that can be supportive to you. Maybe you will feel better about it with a little more time. I hope so. I like to think that everyone should be welcome and receive support.