I don't feel that anyone at all cares about me. Anyone anywhere in this planet. This is all partly because of a very simple yet very stupid reason, I just don't know how to communicate. Even here, PC I mean, I don't think I am helping people like others do, and I am nagging more than I am being helpful, to be frank. I try PMS, but it is as crippling as ALS, so I say I should drop it. I always try to convince myself that I am not who I believe I am, but people really don't like me. I don't remember how hugs feel like, and I certainly was never handheld by someone to know how that feels.

I just want to bend down and cry for a moment.