I only spoke the truth. And as to people caring a little I hope almost everyday they do but so many show different intent. I am not sure I have a single person in my personal life that truly cares beyond a superficial attempt. I have spent my entire life in that scenario. And know I feel more alone than ever. I have begun hearing other voices in my head to compensate for my feelings of being alone. I hear whispers from other when I venture in the public. I am slowly isolating myself from everyone and everything. I am sorry for the long winded tirade I just went on