What is it that makes you feel like you don't fit in?? if you don't mind me asking.

Often times, that's when I go mute is when I feel different, so I have to speak up!!! My situation is not like everyone elses.... but that's okay. Being different isn't a problem, the issue is letting it grow inside you until you can't stand it. I'm new to your situation but I also know that I don't have all the details, but that's okay. Just keep posting and you will find someone that you can relate to, it may take time but I have found that being on here really does help me to overcome some of my challenges.

I hope you find the support you seek. Best of luck, and if you need any thing feel free to PM me, I'll be there for you!!!