I do it out of fear. Not of others but I am finding it harder to maintain self control with individuals. I find my thoughts quickly turn to violence when I hear people and the comments made about me. I'm not disfigured I'm just heavily tattooed. I was a tattoo artist for a better part of 10 years till I just walked away one day and with my career I felt it necessary to tattoo every part of my body face included. I was able to just ignore before but now its almost impossible. I honestly want these people to suffer just as I do.