I'm a bit better now since my last post. Now I know I won't have to deal with fighting tonight. Been keeping feelings of unreality at bay by drawing and listening to music. A plate of food in my stomach helps. Wrote out some frustrations in a notebook; on the opposite page I drew a picture of what my room looked like from where I was sitting, rickety entertainment center with old bulky TV, knick-knacks on top, my shoes on the floor, the posters, etc. A very wobbly drawing, since I haven't drawn in months. But I kinda like the style. I would share it here but I don't have a scanner. I may draw more often.