Thank you everyone.
I got an "I think we're ok for now" from pnurse due to my being proactive and outlining immediate, concrete (as well as internal) plans for change. Said she has to write a report on all that we talked about (gulp) but that's to be expected.
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The office called as I'm typing this... I nearly didn't answer. I though "here we go. It came up. My life is ruined."
"I have a situation I wanted to talk to you about..."
Heart goes into my throat as I manage to stay outwardly calm and not yell "I didn't really do it!!! You don't understand!!! I'm DID and one of me thinks she's a wolf!!!!"
They just wanted me to sub for one of my former students for a week or two.
*pass out*
Now I'll have to tell pnurse. I'm sure she'll tell me I made a bad choice. I have a hard time saying no. :/
Anyway, I had a long talk with wolf last night before bed about how she's not bad and I'm not mad at her, but biting children is bad and would have very bad consequences for us. How being a wolf no longer equals freedom any more- it could mean incarceration. That, yes, wolf pups bite each other in play, but we're in a human body, and this isn't play. This is real. She's still not liking the new personality she is to assume and is still grumbling about it (even though it would be more powerful than a wolf). She just said to me "it's a fictional character ". I may need to call a different therapist for immediate intervention.
Put your seat belts on folks (and muzzles) we teach in 90 minutes.