Right now I have been looking for jobs. for a job that best suits my needs and strengths. I know that I need a set schedule, and need to deal with few people, and be in the place of a behind the scenes job.

Thus far, I have not been able to achieve that...

I, as many people with bipolar NEED firm structure or... am pretty easily thrown off.

I'm considering nightshifts.... I have heard this might be a no no... due to circadian rhythms and what not. But everything else seems doable...

The fear me and my boyfriend have is my pattern.... Last time I worked nights... I ended up in the hospital.... BUT there were several other factors present that are not now... for instance... I know I have a condition... I was working two jobs back to back, I mainly drank coffee, monster, and took caffeine pills, and my diet was pretty much cookies and pizza...

Advice? I'm a firm "gotta try to know" type person. I'm curious as to what others have to say.
Than you.