T, Do you love me? Not romantically but, platonic love or maybe agape. Like you might love a child. I am not asking if you love me as much as you love your children. I think that the answer is yes but I want to ask you directly. I have heard you say, "I couldn't do what I do (therapy) if I didn't love those who I care for." I don't know why, but I just want to say, "Do you love me?" I want to hear a simple, "Yes." or "Yes, I love all my patients." or "Yes. I have platonic or agape love for you."

I'm not sure now is the time to ask you, with my depression being a big issue at the moment and my attachment to you. Get ready though, when the time is right... I'm going to ask you.