Wish I could come sit with you. I've been there. Hell I still am there. I have wanted to not exist since I was 7 years old. Right now I just take it hour by hour. If I focus on right now right what I'm doing somehow I limp along through my life.

I don't know about you but my most sincere wish is they could fix people like cars. Depressed? Manic? Apathetic? Anything?? Go in for a tuneup, get your lines flushed and you're right as rain. Wouldn't that be wonderful or maybe I'm just a weirdo?

I'm here for the the next 3-4 hours before I actually have to justify my paycheck. Feel free to talk, rant, whatever you need I'm here.