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Old Apr 07, 2015, 06:36 AM
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It's been a while since I cut myself. my boyfriend is so supportive and he's so good to me. I'm pregnant now. I don't want to cut myself. but lately i've been having dreams about it. i'm not even sure what started them but when I woke up this morning i could still feel them on my arms. I have to be strong for my baby. I can't give in. but I won't lie, i'm tempted. Nothing else is quite the same... and all my other coping skills (drinking, smoking, etc) are bad for my baby. cutting, as far as I know, isn't really. But still, I have to be responsible. I can't. I don't know what to do. I just had to get this out and i'm afraid to tell anyone since they know I'm pregnant and I want to keep my baby.
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